So as i said once before, I’ve attempted dating now several times and the out come is this: I don’t like Vermont, I don’t like people in Vermont, and so I really think i need to leave Vermont and I really don’t give a flying turd if I am antisocial or judgemental by saying that, but men are pretty much all the same in a small aria like this, most don’t know how to act or if they do they choose to pretend they don’t, and so in conclusion, I resigned from the hole experience, I’d rather have my pride then chaise anyone, who doesn’t find me worth chasing and that’s the facts. Perhaps I’m jaded, perhaps that’s cruel but I’ve bin hear a long time and my opinion has not bin proven wrong, all the men in Vermont are and always will be redneck,hippie, self centered toothless narcissistic ass clowns. Me, well I have to much self respect to ever allow anyone to make me feel un-pretty, I know who i am, and what i am, and ware I am going and i have no intentions of allowing anyone derail me, I’ve fought long and hard to get ware I am, and as Langston Hugh’s said it ant bin no silver stair case, and i have had one to many slivers and I am tired of tripping over lose boards, so Guss what I am going to take the elevator and I’ll see you at the top, I’ve always bin a lot like that song Sober by pink, i keep my distance becuse i never want to be that girl, except some times i find my self being that girl and it ticks me off, becuse that is not me. So put on my big girl panties and move on. Lesson hear is don’t lower your standards for anyone, doesn’t matter who you are what you look like or ware your from, your beautiful and you deserve beautiful things don’t let anyone make you believe other wise becuse the minute you allow someone to change your point of view, or make you doubt your self in any way, that’s when your giving them the right to take your personal power, and no one has that right ever. To many women don’t want to be alone becuse they are to afraid to be alone becuse everyone makes out people who are alone to be sad, I’ve had 3 serious boyfriends, that’s it and the third ones I’m still totally in love with and talk to offten. I’ve always bin seen as independent and edgy becuse i take no ones crap, for awhile i put up with people and there problems but you know what I don’t want anyone in my life who doesn’t fill it,  and make me feel good about my self and sure that they like me, loyalty, honesty and sincerity is so important to me, and i know liar when i meet one thou i usely give everyone one chance to prove me wrong, but I’ve found that most of the time i am spot on, and sure mabye i am grumpy and moody and mabye i am a bitch, but at least i can say i love my self as well as others. if you cant say that then mabye its time you take a long look in the mirror.