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The Eternity of an Eternity (part 2)

Written By: Everett D. Wair Jr

This is dedicated the the hearts and broken hearts alike. Please if i’ve forgotten anyone who should be on this one then forgive me in advance!

May you judge me not for I am a child of God for I have not been judged.

To the lovers keep on loving and for the hater’s may you’re hating on me learn to dwindle away as to always forgive and forget…

God Bless All whom read this one!

• Solo Cypress Aka Everett D. Wair Jr.

As the rain pour’s upon the top of my forehead!

I can humble my heart finally as to remember a lot of the bad things that was often said?

It is true that in you’re hearts, deeply down inside you guys gave up on me because I was like a brother whom was very lost, yes I admit it I was very pitiful and lovelorn as I was also in the morbid state of disbelief?

In the state of why the women of my dreams or even why a woman such as my lovely wife cold ever want to ever leave me?

I was stuck in the middle of a lonely state of being in a one bedroom apartment all by myself.

Waiting to receive a glimpse of hope through these check to check months with the added grievance to use food stamps like it is some more paper wealth?

Yeah that wealth that was suppose to keep me from killing myself, it was there to supposedly keep your elder brother solely alive.

Because i’ve done so much bad to everyone around me that I feel so ashamed of myself but like those bullets that fly a stray or like those razors in those cuss words that are thrown around me so ever unkindly, those bullets bounce off of the concrete because of a gang-banger drive by?

An just like those stray bullets I’ve bounced on the floor which was a path unto my on hellish destruction and even though I must of thought that my family gave up on me, I picked myself right back on up!

If it was not for my son’s picture inside my medicine cabinet I would not be here today, just to show you that God is really good he saved me from suicide by putting my son;s picture in front of those vicodin pills and it stopped me just when I thought I lost all of my faith and ran out of all my luck?