I was born to be a writer, so I was told; but what was I to write about is the question that I once asked.

Once upon a time, I had only negative things to say or write.

The memories were not happy ones either.

I resented a lot of people who have hurt and caused me pain.

With the help of many guides and teachers; which most of them are not of the earthly plane.

I was able to turn bad things into good ones; and instead of writing from the outside;

I began writing from deep within my heart and soul

Last night I prayed for the Great Spirit to give me the courage to be the best that I can be.

Today, I’m beginning to write again.

For my soul is singing a different tune today.

The tune of yesterday was once filled with so much sadness

The sadness was really not of mine; but it was of my family back home

After all these years, my family didn’t really know why I moved so far away

Not until about a few weeks ago. The sadness that they are feeling are because of the way they treated me,

Many years ago.

Here is the Loving Message To My Family Back Home:

I no longer look upon you with anger and resentment; for what you have done,

You didn’t really know or understood; because it was a learned behavior that was taught to us.

It was something that we inherited and that behavior was handed down, generation to generation.

Sad, but true.

So, My Loving Family! Be Not Hard On Yourselves For The Way That You’ve Treated Me; For I Do Not Blame Any Of You.

Asking For My Forgiveness Is Not Necessary Today! All I Ask Of Each Of You; Is To Find It In Your Heart To

Forgive Yourselves; Most Of All: Allow Me To Bring Peace And Unconditional Love Into Your Lives; Because

That’s What I was Put On Mother Earth To Do!

I LOVE YOU NOW! I’LL LOVE YOU FOREVER!