What have I done, how could i do this to you? How dare I commit to you when i am such a miserable hateful soul. My beauty is defined by my insides which my insides are rotten and deteriorating.I’m Beautiful on the outside but so evil and dark on the inside. How could i fool you? i am but a lost drifting soul, no longer alive just a being in flesh dead in soul. I am not who you think i am. I’m a master of trickery and disguise . I’m a very cruel person out to destroy the happiness in the world. I shall not perish till i have forsaken all who are true and pure, For I have been lost and forgotten abandoned and abused. I no longer care or what i inflict my misery and pain on. I will not let anyone or anything stand in my way. If one sorry soul tries i will crush them as if they were a fly and proceed in my direction with no sorrow or regret on my conscience. My love i do so apologize for my trickery and games. This is were we part ways and say goodbye. I truly.. no wait. Goodbye love I do not deserve your love or such a beautiful soul as you. I do not deserve anything like you. I am one who shall forever walk alone in the shadows cowering from the beauties of life. I will always and forever be alone for i get to suffer till forever ends with this heavy and shattered heart. Please understand i have found my calling for i am the mistress of all trades the leader of lost souls, for i am the queen of the broken and  damned. This life is all an illusion a demonic game that demons play they control “humans” as avatars. pawns being played like pieces on a chess board. Good luck my love, i do hope when its your turn and the dice is rolled you move 6 spaces forward and not 6 spaces back. i can no longer shield you from the debauchery. i can no longer cheat the game. For you have been summoned your usage has come to an end you have been used and you have been played by The Mistress of Misery the master of all trickery and ill feelings you have been played by me.