has the world gone nuts

its so hard to make money these days. everywhere you go on the internet looking for somewhere and someone that could give you some money so that you can have a few luxuries, there’s some scam waiting to rub you and take you your money. all people want is some things that they like and just can’t afford. why does the world have to be in the hands of the rich people. you see them on the TV. splashing out on things that don’t even matter. I mean its ok to have a few houses but to have and incredulous amount where you only visit like two weeks in the whole damn year. isn’t that a bit much?

I just want to have enough to live comfortably with me and my family. whys that become so hard. it seems that if you don’t have money, you don’t have a say. i wonder what it would be like to be able to do anything you want without thinking of the price or the cost of your actions. it must feel thrilling.

but now i feel guilty because now i have a roof over my head and I’m eating well. I’m healthy, I’ve got family some people don’t have that. and i know it is selfish to complain and to hit at others who have become more lucky in life than i have. i guess its not their fault… there are people out there who are living in poverty and my life would seem like a luxury to them. if i had money I would help, because its so sad to see them wherever they are and i just think that the isn’t such a nice place.

so I wonder what comes after all this. what comes after we die?