Fifteen years I had watched my Son sink deeper and deeper into his  own world, with what looked like no end, almost twenty years in an out of Hospital, Myself and his Brother and Sister giving up that he one day may ever lead a normal life.

yesterday I attended his Marriage to Clare saw the Happiness on their faces as the spoke their vows. “Mum Ive wasted half my life, I want a future with Clare “. How I always longed to hear these words, My Son now has realised what a waste his life had been, so much he had missed.

I have my Son Back, he will never be the Son I remembered, his illness had changed that, but there he was wanting change, communicating, hugs and kisses and I Love you Mum. The big empty space in my heart had closed. I wish them Happiness and that there is someone looking down on him guiding always in the right direction.