There is something about being betrayed that makes you hurt. I don’t know what it is even though Ive been betrayed enough times that i should know.Friends aren’t always dependable I learned that the larger your pool of”friends” are the harder it is to get hurt

It sounds unhealthy, i know but you should be independent enough to do what you have to do and realize that its their lives and you have very little if any say in what they choose to do.

Best Advice- worry about yourself and don’t waste your time being hurt by them because eventually you ll make new ones and move on. maybe I’m not fully understanding the situation?