The journey of life is full of hypocrites and uncertainty. Traveling in a meandering boulevard, always assuming that I am almost there after the next curvature became part of me.

It is not always that we remember about the things that have happened in our lives. We tend to forget the happenings of the past in tribute of what we ought to do tomorrow. Sometimes what we are suffering from is caused by what we have eaten the day before. It is very important that we remember always that our lives are so dynamic. Let us embrace the past as we do the future. We make same mistakes everyday because we forget that we have made them yesterday. Everything in life happens for a reason.

I had to comprehend the dynamics of living. The resolutions that I had to formulate in my life have to be more precise. I had to make alternatives that I would not be apologetic for the rest of my life. All I wanted was to do what is right. Was I going to make any changes to my character and my behavior? This was up to me.

Making decisions based upon postulation or the way people think about you is in the depths of despair. I had struggled for many times to prove myself that what I really want was going to happen. The decisions that I made turned to be a gaffe. I began to become conscious that if I could turn back the hands of time, I would change the wrongs that I have made to make them right. However, we were not created with such a privilege. I had to face the consequences of my actions and make change based on the mistakes and encounters that I had made.

Sometimes I could not believe that I had the power within me, which could actually turn my life in the right direction. I listened to criticism and gossips about me from all corners of my life. People showered praises on some decisions that I made and others showered criticism based on what was praised by others. In many occurrences, the condemnation was more than eulogy. I began to ask myself what I was doing wrong in order for me to change my mind-set.

I began to mislay significance in almost everything, from food to clothing and even intermingle with people. I developed revulsion to people who were not part of my family. I saw them as vermin and claimants. My conjecture was right. Most of the assortment was just people who were struggling to get close to one member of my family for some benefit. They would usually use me to get through to any member of my family for their own excellence. When I began to realize that all my weaknesses have been exposed to many people, it was too late. I was supposed to take some steps to shield myself and the ones whom I loved most.