Ima lonely girl in a tragic cold world trynna do more than a wanna be girl. See unlike you I’m trynna get by trynna see my future eye to eye but you standing in my path is making me blind. I’m trynna get through you but your made of glass , an invisible wall in my way of going past. trynna get to the successful life I’m aiming at but still in this old life trynna reach for a higher act! its like my life is going through the galaxy falling down a dark hole , trynna reach the light at the end of the tunnel but the further i get there the longer it goes. see you judge me on my appearnce you cant see what I’ve been through. my life is like an educational movie, teaching you what not to do. my experience makes me be a bad girl i do the wrong things even when i try to be more than expectantly, i try to behave but all my anger makes me act out sometimes i sit in my room scream,cry,and blackout. my whole life is a nightmare and its time to wake up ; 13 years of sleeping its time to get up. no one knows my life story but ink and paper i would be glad too share but no one bothers. its like they don’t care about what happen too me rape,fear,and being taken from my family. I’ve been through to much things throughout my life and its like their being selfish and greedy and they cant help no one that’s needy. well I’m in need because i have all this hurt and pain but no one deserves to be depressed everyday. i cover my hurt with a real big smile ; they say things happen for a reason but i see no reason for this being. I’m just a mixed up girl in a messed up tragic cold world trynna do more than a wanna be girl. – Tiny