my conscious telling me i should of titled this my twist fantasies

but this isn’t a fantasy this is my reality

a place where better is worse, happiness is pain, love is dead

and instead of hi all I’m saying is farewell

reminds me of my ex girl that said shit isn’t fair oh well

so i killed the bitch and told her oh well shit isn’t fair

oh life what a contradiction

solid but a liquid

Your definition of family doesn’t really fit mine

One for all and all for one, but I’m the one that stands all alone

All dressed up in a room full of stranger that’s my family reunion

And my parents would tell you they have three kids but I see two

Like if I had hoop up on that flight and left, there would have been no difference

Like nothing was subtracted from the equation

So everything was at equilibrium

Like I’m the brick you can toss out and nothing would fall

Halfway till the end but the end is a new beginning so it never ends

and this the fourth time me and my girl found a new beginning

and it got me thinking will this ever end?

Endless puzzle down deep in my mind…subconscious

i can’t find my way out i need an inception

to escape my twisted realities

But I love it too much to leave

So I’ll make my bed here in peace