There is so much to think, say and do. I wonder what should the guiding principle in my life or whether there should be any at all. I have come to an understanding that the purpose of life is change which is continuous and if this be the way I am thinking then defining or adhering to some guiding principle may not work. If I do so I may get into troubles which would be conflicting in nature. For example if the situation is as such where the guiding principle defined by me does not apply I will be in conflict with myself while making a decision. I may either over rule my guiding principles or if I go by it I may ruin something may be a relationship.

What should I be doing because if there are no rules to the game then things can move anywhere, any direction, any assumptions can work or constraint or may be I may not even have any assumptions in life at all. It all looks scary. We keep evaluating ourselves our decisions our life and decide what now we should be doing to bring in change which aligns to what we are looking for from our life.

Oh….. this is all so exhausting even to think off. How would I do it if my thoughts are not aligned to what I say, the action further will be part of this dilemma I am facing.

I am finding answers to so many things just to start with I am trying to find myself.