Wake up your body not here…

Go to sleep your body in there…

Call you long distance you just a voice in my ear..

Fake telling me you love me, miss you, and wish you was here.

Maybe I’m invisible or maybe you going blind…

Move forward to a new day a lot on your mind…

“Good morning baby”- maybe today is gonna be fine…

The coldness of your attitude smacks in the face like the wind in winter time.

Here comes my attitude down comes my tears…

We yelling and screaming neither one of us can hear…

Pack my stuff up can’t stay here…

you want your key back here comes my worse fear.

You stopped my breathing for the fourth and last time…

If I don’t leave you gonna kill me…

Kill me?

Fourth?

Why I’m still here?

WAKE UP!

(While I’m writing this poem he leans over and kiss me on the cheek and tells me he loves me…)