WHY?

crushed beneath your feet you pour the concrete on bleeding meat. my own life was meaningless when you came along. i paled under your comparison.

I reached. You smashed. I fell. You laughed.

Couldn’t you have cared? Couldn’t you have dared to get to know me?

All I was, was a dreamer who dreamed the sky and found his ocean

All I was, was  a wisher who wished the sea finding his notion.

Good God you killed me not even softly more like coldly.

Not that i’m complaing, in honesty i’m restraining every desire for revenge. Not that you deserve better than restraint. You deserve so much more. thank God for grace. Thank God for mercy. Otherwise there would be more deaths starting with yours.

Letting go is the hardest thing i’ve ever had to do. Giving up hate is the only place i have left to go.

Moving on is the hardest thing i’ve ever done. Not that you’ve made it any easier.

This is the last sad song I will ever sing. Nowhere to go but from here.